It’s time. I don’t do this very often, but it’s time to eject someone from my train. There’s only so much you can take of someone making you miserable before you have to cut them out. I’ve done this once or twice before, and the last time still is extremely painful to think of. It’s harsh, and I don’t know if many people do it, but I do. Once they’re cut, there’s no going back, it’s finished and I can never see them in the same way again. All friendship is purely superficial, to get me by if we know the same people, but there’s no trust, nothing real left- empty like a shell.
But it has to be done. I only want positive people in my life, people who don’t weigh me down, make me feel bad about myself or condescend me. Those people need to some self discovery on their own, and I can’t help with that if it is toxic to my own happiness.
It’s sad to say goodbye, but it’s done now. Onwards and upwards. My train is lighter, the windows are open and we’re all having a laugh now. It’s a beautiful day.